Hold Me Back

Italian Premiere

Hold Me Back 
私をくいとめて (Watashi o Kuitomete)

Japan, 2020, 133’, Japanese
Directed by: Ohku Akiko 
Script: Ohku Akiko
Original Story: Wataya Risa
Photography (color): Nakamura Natsuyo
Editing: Yoneda Hiroyuki
Music: Takano Masaki
Producers: Nagai Takuro, Nakajima Yusaku, Yano Yoshitaka
Executive Producer: Fukuya Yasutaka
Cast: Non, Hayashi Kento, Usuda Asami, Katagiri Hairi, Hashimoto Ai 

Date of First Release in Territory: December 18th, 2020



By winning audience awards for her whimsical, heartwarming rom-coms Tremble All You Want and Hold Me Back at the Tokyo International Film Festival in 2017 and 2020, respectively, Ohku Akiko has proven her ability to connect with ticket buyers (and this reviewer). The second win was especially impressive since it was for the only prize awarded in the festival’s 32-film Tokyo Premiere 2020 section last year.

Based on a novel by Wataya Risa and scripted by Ohku, Hold Me Back has much in common with the director’s breakout hit, Tremble All You Want. Both – Matsuoka Mayu in the former film and the single-named Non in the latter – who exude natural charm and offbeat comedic talent.

Matsuoka has gone on to appear in serious roles, including as a sex worker in Kore-eda Hirokazu’s Cannes Palme d’Or winner Shoplifters. Non, however, has basically always been Non, whose one-of-a-kind combination of cute and vulnerable make her seem as though she has grown up without having matured. One comparison is the young Marilyn Monroe, with her gift for getting laughs while seeming, like a child, to make no effort at all.


I used to think that directing Non would be like directing a puppy: Point the camera in her direction and hope for the best. But in Hold Me Back she shows that she can be both the ingenue audiences have come to love and an experienced actor able to carry a film.

Non plays Kuroda Mitsuko, a 31-year-old OL (“office lady” or clerk) who talks to a male advisor in her head that she calls A. Her tete-a-tetes with him help her deal with her own insecurity, specifically regarding matters of the heart. And A, as he often reminds her, is really her, not some guardian angel whispering in her ear.

Mitsuko has an office ally in the down-to-earth Nozomi (Usuda Asami), and her boss (the always wonderful Katagiri Hairi) is an understanding type. Her love life, though, is nonexistent, save for a guy she calls Tada-kun (Hayashi Kento), a shy salesman who visits her office, lives in her neighborhood and regularly shows up at her door to receive samples of her home cooking, but never sets foot inside.

It seems almost too predictable that Tada-kun will step past her genkan (entryway) and into her life, but Mitsuko frets about the age gap (Tada-kun is two years younger) and worries whether he already has a girlfriend. She also dreams of seeing her college pal, Satsuki (Hashimoto Ai), who now lives in Rome with her Italian husband. On top of everything else, she dreads the day that A, who can go silent without warning, will abandon her entirely.

All of these issues boil down to one major point: Mitsuko is lonely but finds relationships hard, so she tries to convince herself that being on her own is best. The tension between her ideal (blissful singledom) and her reality (existential anxiety) finally explodes. Expecting rom-com fluff, I instead bore witness to one memorable on-screen breakdown.

If and how Mitsuko is reunited with her best friend in Rome I will not say, but she already has her own Mount Etna of emotions seething inside. The result is an entertaining eruption of laughs and tears, with no holding back. 



Ohku Akiko

Born in Yokohama in 1968, Ohku Akiko after working briefly as a secretary for a government-affiliated organization, entered School JCA, a school for aspiring comics. After that she worked as an actress and personality, appearing on TV variety programs. After Igai to Shinanai (1999), her commercial and critical breakthrough was Tremble All You Want (2017). Her follow-up Sweet Grappa Remedies (FEFF 2020) is a drama/comedy of female friendship whose title was inspired by the famous Friulian drink. Her latest, the comedy Hold Me Back, won the Audience award at last year’s Tokyo International Film Festival. 



1999 – Igai to Shinanai 
2017 – Tremble All You Want
2020 – Sweet Grappa Remedies
2020 – Marriage Hunting Beauty
2020 – Hold Me Back




Mark Schilling
Film director: OHKU Akiko
Year: 2020
Running time: 133'
Country: Japan
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